Nothing to Report

Why post then? Well just to let everyone know that I am doing really good. It feels awkward to say that, y'know...like somehow maybe I shouldn't ever feel really good. But I do, and I know it is o.k.

I am getting nervous though, thinking about the big April 27 milestone. We've planned to do the Cherry Creek Sneak as a family--the 5 mile walk. A bunch of friends are going to join us and we are going to make Team Sophie t's with her picture. It should be a positive spin on a yucky day. I do know the night before will be hard, no matter how I try to prepare myself I know at 9:15 I will remember finding her with a fever, soaked in vomit, at 10:00, leaving for the hospital, at 5:30, finding her blue in her bed. And I have to, I have to relive those events from time to time, so my mind can process them and put them back where they go. And I suppose I will spend a good deal of that day crying.....I don't know, I guess a part of me wished I could take a super-Ambien and sleep all through the 26th and 27th, But the amazing people in our lives, they'll get us through, just like they have over and over these past few years.

Another scary thing about a year going by is that I haven't accomplished any of my asplenia awareness goals, need to spend some time thinking about that.......